i will nagowski all over you

sometiems i think creativity is so stupid because now you are considered creative if you think of the most random thing ever and you say it or you act on it. thats not creative, thats not special. anyone can do that, but it takes someone who is really creative to use their imagination for something. no offence to anone in OM or DI, but i have seen some meetings on tape and i went to one that my brother was in (who also quit because he thought it was stupid...i think) but seriously, some of its funny if there is some relevance. but seriously, if you want me to ill make fun of people using two random words in the english language...am i creative, am i funny? no, youre just pissing people off, like me. also, if youre not being funny, call yourself on it or laugh about youre inability to be funny. don't keep trying until youve sunk into a hole. creativity is an act, a beautiful thing that is transformed into art, maybe a movie, or a book, or music. its not something you use with friends for laughs. i dunno, i know ive done these things in the past but i was reading peoples webpage (i know, you can kill me) but i realized why i hate this. don't read my webpage, don't read anyones. This is more for entertainment or for me to frustrate my anger. if something really cool shows up here, im sure you'll find out about it. lifes too short for shit like only longing for a loved one a bit too far away. keep it in your mind, don't tell the world. no offence, no one cares about your love story except you and your significant other, and if ther do they have issues. lifes too short to quote miserable song lyrics tyo express how hard your life is. get on with it. shit happens. theres nothing you can do about it. people die. wars are fought. relationships end. friendships are lost. don't dwell on it, take action or forget all about it. the people who look for creativity make it worse. they encourage this rediculous behavior. if i can't understand something that means its very creative, or im just not creative. bullshit. ill wirte a shitty story or some songs. here

where have you been
im waiting for you
you're out of my life
but i want you back in

don't forget about me
don't forget about love
(copyright jesse mang 2004)

that was done in 5 seconds and im sure if some shitty emo band sung it, or some person spurgeon listens to(by the way, its really wierd how spurgeon listens to that, i would think he liked aggressive music) the single would be flying off the shelves.

i hate book smart people

theyre so stupid